P-A-R-A-N-O-I-D
Wednesday, 22 February 2012 | 20:39 | 0 comments
paranoid . ok . mira mengaku mira paranoid . sebab ape ? sebab mira x reti nak limit feeling bile mira dah start nak sayang seseorang . sebab tue , mira jadi paranoid , sebab takot mira hilang die selama - lamamanya . baru-baru ni , mira baru jea melakukan keparanoid - an mira kat seseorang tue . ok . dia marah , and mungkin terasa la kot . ngehee ~ sebenarnya mira nk cakap , mira mintak maaf sesangat nya kat dia . mira x sangka plak sbb terlalu paranoid jadi cmnie . die x ckp dengan kite . smpai bile nie nak silent mood ? haish ! ngeee ~ jgn merajuk lama2 ok . saya bosann sangat awk diam camnie . serious :(
ok laa . mesti ade sebab kenapa jadi paranoid kan ? pernah dengar 'experiences is a good teacher' ? yes it is . hell , it was . beeing dumped , beeing played , beeing hurt benda biasa laa dalam hidup . mira pun x lari dari semua tu . tapi the main reason , mungkin sebab mira rase mira x layak kot untuk dia . well , i dont know why . i always get this strange feeling , that this is all a fairytale . very much of a cinderella and her prince u know ? that kind of strange feeling . arghh ! serious , rase humble sangat nk dibandingkan dengan die . im nothing . im not perfect . im not the most beautiful , fun and strong girl of watsoever . im just me . haish ~
haish ! how on earth am i going to put this in understanding sentences ? i dont give a damn care about the privacy thing . dont u see im afraid that i will interupt your privacy ? dont u know that u have fanss ? dont u know that u have friendss ? that will likely hate me because im not suitable ? can u get that ? yeah ! i hope u read this . so sorry if im beeing a little bit paranoid there . im a disaster ok abang . mira bukan orang yang membawa tuah . its just that ..... hmm . ngee ~ i dont know . i was born that way i guess . (see im good when i write in english , perasan jap ) hahah :)
*experinces is a good teacher. embrace that . insyaallah , you will be doing fine in the future . just keep your head high and your heart welcome to every happiness and sadness .
p/s : i never say that word , dosent mean i dint feel it . it is much safer to be careful for watever waiting for me infront and ahead :-)asalamualaikum . may allah bless you !
